"When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." -- Anon
...That is what describes me, I suppose!!...
I am a self made person. I do the things which I like. God has given me a gift of understanding people, through the way they communicate and that is where I think I am best at.
I really don't think that many people in this world knows the real me. Yes, not many, the counting ends as soon as it apparently starts. My closest friends know me better than anyone else, but I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear.
I'm not perfect, I never tried to be.
I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out.
I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people.
I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose.
I've left people behind.
I've spread rumors.
I've said things that I didn't mean.
I'm no better than anyone, anywhere (as you say "A guy next door" or "A plain vanilla guy"). I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I have improved over the years. I have started doing mistakes on lesser number of occasions than before. I've been rewarded of my hardships. I have tried to be true with the ones who cares, those close ones. I have a respect for nature and for the beings. I try to be as ethical as I could in each moment I live.
But I know few things will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind and say thngs which I never mean. That is what mystery of life is & that is ME. I love these mysteries as they come.
...Its My Life, My Attitude, My Way
- Manish Mahajan
