What A Fool I Am.....?

What a fool I am? So full of irrationality...
Infinitely captivated in ignorance...
Naggingly nested in nurtured naivety...
Easily relaxed into reassurance.....

I fell in love with you & silly me...
I tried to say that forevermore I would play...
I did not know, the old wounds have not yet healed...
And that it's irrelevant just what I feel.....

My soul got crushed beneath your heel...
I guess this means I'm not quite real...
So don't look in future, I'll go back home...
And you won't have to hear me moan.....

Now in the twilight, I see your wings...
Spread and soar as your spirit sings...
You’ve forgotten me and the little things...
With which I'd hoped to win your heart.....

I am so long called fool, I have become...
I am a thing of twilight. I am afraid...
A foolish guy standing before a girl...
Asking her to love him. What a fool I am.....?

With Love
Manish Mahajan